I' ve always had passion for writing, I like writing alot, but I have never dreamed of becoming a writer. I just like to write once in a while to clarify things in my head. It seems to help a lot in order to take decisions or just make up my mind about stuff in general. It really calms me down sometimes, or even makes me excited...
I suppose writing has to do something with my need to share thoughts, ideas with myself or others (rarely...I guess up until that point?). Probably the right word is clarify thoughts that would be shared now in the "Blogland" for whatever reason. Curiosity- that is actually the reason. I do not have a face book account, twitter, daily booth or whatever. I do have skype though, but don't use it often. Not being exactly like someone who I love here on the virtual space and she said something I find very funny: "I made a deal with the devil and promised to never join facebook, and in return he gave me candy." Well, I find Ms.J.L. Fox really close to who I claim to be (many similar thoughts, opinions and personalities in general...I guess I am not that unique or this is how I feel after I found her at the "Blogland":). I am keen to probably create a facebook in future...who knows, but I guess I am protecting too much my privacy, otherwise I wouldn't mind to fill up my real name in here, right?
Basically, I consciously and deliberately stop any access to me. I don't want to be approached, because I have some trust issues with others. I know many people, but I don't want them to know me well, if it makes sense. I do have my reasons for all that and I hope it doesn't sound too bad to say what I just did above:) I am just very picky with people already, life teached me so, wasn't my choice before. I guess I could be more interested in new people from the "Blogland":) than those who I've had the chance to get to know so far. I stick up with few of them- my real friends, but I try not to let any new ones... practically. It seems so hard to find individuals who would understand you, cherish you for who you are nowadays, individuals with good intentions and attitude. They always seem to have something else on their mind or take advantage on someone's kindness and good will. I do not hope to find those individuals exactly here, no way. I was just expressing opinion in general. Curiosity got me here, so I am giving it a try!:)
I suppose writing has to do something with my need to share thoughts, ideas with myself or others (rarely...I guess up until that point?). Probably the right word is clarify thoughts that would be shared now in the "Blogland" for whatever reason. Curiosity- that is actually the reason. I do not have a face book account, twitter, daily booth or whatever. I do have skype though, but don't use it often. Not being exactly like someone who I love here on the virtual space and she said something I find very funny: "I made a deal with the devil and promised to never join facebook, and in return he gave me candy." Well, I find Ms.J.L. Fox really close to who I claim to be (many similar thoughts, opinions and personalities in general...I guess I am not that unique or this is how I feel after I found her at the "Blogland":). I am keen to probably create a facebook in future...who knows, but I guess I am protecting too much my privacy, otherwise I wouldn't mind to fill up my real name in here, right?
Basically, I consciously and deliberately stop any access to me. I don't want to be approached, because I have some trust issues with others. I know many people, but I don't want them to know me well, if it makes sense. I do have my reasons for all that and I hope it doesn't sound too bad to say what I just did above:) I am just very picky with people already, life teached me so, wasn't my choice before. I guess I could be more interested in new people from the "Blogland":) than those who I've had the chance to get to know so far. I stick up with few of them- my real friends, but I try not to let any new ones... practically. It seems so hard to find individuals who would understand you, cherish you for who you are nowadays, individuals with good intentions and attitude. They always seem to have something else on their mind or take advantage on someone's kindness and good will. I do not hope to find those individuals exactly here, no way. I was just expressing opinion in general. Curiosity got me here, so I am giving it a try!:)
My passion for writing was provoked in a way from huge Love to real letters as well, but currently I don't write any. I used to write alot before though, back when I had reason and dedication to do so. At least, as a substitute recently could be considered my diary, but I rarely grab it to "type" anything new in. The reasons are either: the lack of spare time (as I am a working class hero and work takes major part of my life, hehe...I know it could always be worse looking back when I had 2 jobs and 3 -4 hours sleep per day, that was insane, but I wanted to prove myself I can manage whatsoever:) or the lack of convenience to bring my personal diary in my purse and open it up every time when a brilliant thought en-lights my mind. That would be so damn strange, wouldn't it be? People consider myself as a strange girl anyways, so I do not have any intention provoke more questions about my humble personality. Not because I do care what others think of me, rather than the fact that I decided to do so for my own satisfaction. The only people I care about what would they say for me are less than the fingers of my both hands.
And last but not least I don't really expect anyone to read this or comment it. It's primarily for my own benefit, to clarify things in my mind. But I am obviously OK for people to read it:), or I wouldn't post it publicly in here. That would be referred for every topic I decide to write about. in future. If I am to help anyone in this planet even just a little somehow by posting an opinion about certain topic (still sounds so strange to me as I am new with all that), I think I would be really glad. Can't help judging by myself, I guess. The few blogs I had the chance to review lately and honestly enjoyed reading, helped me to build my own idea of what I discovered in the "Blogland". In a way that's what the blogs are for: improve yourself from other's people experiences, learn by others, also help others to build up strong opinion or defend their own. It's all about Interaction!
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